Monday, August 25, 2014

Suicidal Tendencies

 Tried to ignore the voices in my head,
Telling me I would be better off dead,
But I started to believe what they said,
Decided to wait 'til all were in bed.

Laid listening in the dark for snoring,
Images and thoughts in my head forming,
They'll find me bathed in blood in the morning,
This will show them for all their ignoring.

Tip toed to the bathroom so quietly,
Laid down naked in the tub piously,
I used daddy's razor none too gently,
Until I saw the blood flowing freely.

A funny thought came just as I blacked out,
This is going to stain mommy's white grout,
From oblivion there's a scream and shout,
Too late, there's no reversing this bail out.

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